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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
NICOOLEPALAZZOTTO;
young,stupid&restless
STA-freshman
MAYYY'95
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I entered highschool not knowing what to expect. I used to be so afraid and shy.
I used to be someone who always kept thinking what if.
I used to be a different girl when I looked in the mirror. But as I entered this weird,
new world my reflection started to change. I became a whole new person. The girl I now
saw in the mirror was changed. I was so used to getting pushed around by people. Now if
you think that i'm a pushover, sorry to dissapoint but i'm not. I do what it was right
and not what is wrong. I've made so many wrongs in the past. I'm not gonna live in a reflection
of someone I used to be. The reason being, this girl doesn't exist anymore. Highschool changed me
not for the worst, but for the better. <3
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MAYYY'95
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Cut her some slack.
You both are pulling on the rope and i'm caught in...
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6 More Days and My Summer Begins.
My summer is just beginning.
Its not your fault,
Yesterday, how I loved you so .
Vivianndiep,
Happy Birthday Andrew Steven Jorge Palazzotto
Cut her some slack.
You both are pulling on the rope and i'm caught in...
Random thought..
6 More Days and My Summer Begins.
My summer is just beginning.
Its not your fault,
Yesterday, how I loved you so .
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Done Exams .. Thank God.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
6:07 PM
6:07 PM
YES, Today was the last day of exams. I think I did pretty good on all of them, cept for math. I did alright :/ . I hope I passed !! well thats why theres summer school right.
well tomorrrrow me and my besstfraaans are going to golden palace to celebrate our end of exams. I love them so much. I mean without them I think i would be lost right now. Like i know alot of people say this. but i truly mean it. they've helped me so much through everything i've gone through.
Dom, You mean so much to me. and you are the sweetest guy known to mankind. I swear this kid will do anything to see my smile. Love youuu so much DOM ! <3
Sasha, oh man. Love this girl to death. She is always there to help me all the time. She has been there for alot of situations. I thank her so much for always being there. Love you Sashakins <3 teehee thats your nickname now ^.^
Ronileaaa, She is amazing in so many ways. She makes me forget about my problems because she is like my perfect distraction i love her for that (: i love this girl dearly <3
Gavin, Sometimes I want to punch him LOL but i love him alot ! He is so amazing + funnnnny. Love youuuu <3
My bestfriends are something else, you cant find friends like that :]
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well tomorrrrow me and my besstfraaans are going to golden palace to celebrate our end of exams. I love them so much. I mean without them I think i would be lost right now. Like i know alot of people say this. but i truly mean it. they've helped me so much through everything i've gone through.
Dom, You mean so much to me. and you are the sweetest guy known to mankind. I swear this kid will do anything to see my smile. Love youuu so much DOM ! <3
Sasha, oh man. Love this girl to death. She is always there to help me all the time. She has been there for alot of situations. I thank her so much for always being there. Love you Sashakins <3 teehee thats your nickname now ^.^
Ronileaaa, She is amazing in so many ways. She makes me forget about my problems because she is like my perfect distraction i love her for that (: i love this girl dearly <3
Gavin, Sometimes I want to punch him LOL but i love him alot ! He is so amazing + funnnnny. Love youuuu <3
My bestfriends are something else, you cant find friends like that :]
Exaaaaaams.
Monday, January 25, 2010
7:13 PM
7:13 PM
Haiithur :]
Kaiso, Today was my first exaam, and may I say it was so fucken easy :) I will miss french dearly, cause first off Amazing teacccher. I will miss Madame Bunting dearly D: second off, amazing people in classss ! I swear best first period class of lyyyfe XD
Well tomorrow, I have a daaay off ! YAY :) Then Wednesday, Vocal Exam. Then Thursday, Math Exam.
Oh dear, Im going to be studying my ass off for Math. I really really dont want to fail that class ]: Im praying toooo.
So, so far.
1/3 exams completed :)
-nicooolee.
Ps. Thanks for putting me through heartache asshole :)
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Kaiso, Today was my first exaam, and may I say it was so fucken easy :) I will miss french dearly, cause first off Amazing teacccher. I will miss Madame Bunting dearly D: second off, amazing people in classss ! I swear best first period class of lyyyfe XD
Well tomorrow, I have a daaay off ! YAY :) Then Wednesday, Vocal Exam. Then Thursday, Math Exam.
Oh dear, Im going to be studying my ass off for Math. I really really dont want to fail that class ]: Im praying toooo.
So, so far.
1/3 exams completed :)
-nicooolee.
Ps. Thanks for putting me through heartache asshole :)
Why,
Friday, January 22, 2010
9:49 PM
9:49 PM
Why am I putting all this pressure and sadness on myself.
Like honestly, if you really wanted to be in my life
you would do it.
It seems I'm the only one putting effort.
I'm wasting pointless time on you.
If you missed me as much as you say you do,
then you would make an effort.
So clearly, you don't care.
Well, I'm glad to hear that.
Because frankly..
I don't give a shit anymore :)
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Like honestly, if you really wanted to be in my life
you would do it.
It seems I'm the only one putting effort.
I'm wasting pointless time on you.
If you missed me as much as you say you do,
then you would make an effort.
So clearly, you don't care.
Well, I'm glad to hear that.
Because frankly..
I don't give a shit anymore :)
Blah Blah Blah.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
8:36 PM
8:36 PM
It's hard to let go of you,
Because you were a big part in my life.
And still are.. I guess.
You mean so much to me,
But I guess to you I'm just some
girl that use to be in your life.
Do I mean anything to you ? Probably not.
Do you miss me as much as I miss you ? You keep thinking that Nicole.
Am I still in your memory ? Your just there to him.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just an option to you.
Am I just there when you have no one else to talk too ? I guess so.
Too you, I mean nothing to you.
But to me, I still care about you,
And always want you to be happy
Even if it means me shoving away how I feel.
As long as your happy thats all that matters.
We said we wanted it to not be different.
But it changed so much.
As much as I don't want to admit it.
I can't hide from the truth,
I've been doing that for too long.
We moved to quickly.
Weren't thinking.
We thought we had something.
I guess we did for a short amount of time.
But now it all seems like a dream.
Like nothing ever happened between you and I.
Sometimes it feels like you don't even exist anymore.
But you do. I see you everyday.
But not like I use too.
I miss everything,
I miss talking to you.
I miss hugging you.
I miss when you use to be one of my closest friends.
Were drifting slowly,
I don't want this.
But I can't do anything.
I try too, but what can I say ?
If I put effort into something,
Shouldn't you do the same ?
In a friendship, you shouldn't be the only one
putting effort.
Friendship isn't a one person job.
But thats how it feels like.
I fucked everything up.
I was honest.
I was stupid.
I wasn't thinking.
I should of thought before I told you.
But I guess you were all I could think about.
I made our friendship fucked up.
If it wasn't for me.
Maybe me and you would still be close.
I'm sorry for ruining everything
between us.
I'm sorry for everything ...
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Because you were a big part in my life.
And still are.. I guess.
You mean so much to me,
But I guess to you I'm just some
girl that use to be in your life.
Do I mean anything to you ? Probably not.
Do you miss me as much as I miss you ? You keep thinking that Nicole.
Am I still in your memory ? Your just there to him.
Sometimes I feel like I'm just an option to you.
Am I just there when you have no one else to talk too ? I guess so.
Too you, I mean nothing to you.
But to me, I still care about you,
And always want you to be happy
Even if it means me shoving away how I feel.
As long as your happy thats all that matters.
We said we wanted it to not be different.
But it changed so much.
As much as I don't want to admit it.
I can't hide from the truth,
I've been doing that for too long.
We moved to quickly.
Weren't thinking.
We thought we had something.
I guess we did for a short amount of time.
But now it all seems like a dream.
Like nothing ever happened between you and I.
Sometimes it feels like you don't even exist anymore.
But you do. I see you everyday.
But not like I use too.
I miss everything,
I miss talking to you.
I miss hugging you.
I miss when you use to be one of my closest friends.
Were drifting slowly,
I don't want this.
But I can't do anything.
I try too, but what can I say ?
If I put effort into something,
Shouldn't you do the same ?
In a friendship, you shouldn't be the only one
putting effort.
Friendship isn't a one person job.
But thats how it feels like.
I fucked everything up.
I was honest.
I was stupid.
I wasn't thinking.
I should of thought before I told you.
But I guess you were all I could think about.
I made our friendship fucked up.
If it wasn't for me.
Maybe me and you would still be close.
I'm sorry for ruining everything
between us.
I'm sorry for everything ...
this post was needed.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
6:53 PM
6:53 PM
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
-Marilyn Monroe.
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my mains (:
Saturday, January 9, 2010
8:32 AM
8:32 AM
kaiso this post is dedicated to all my mains. i'm going to write a little something about each and everyone of them because they are just simply amazing (:
lets start with the girls (: !
Sasha Michelle Ramlall,
i've only known you since september but honestly it feels like forever. you are amazing and i love you so much. i'm glad you came into my life because without you i would be so lost right now. like i've told you a billion times im thankful that you are my bestfriend. and even though i felt like you were mad at me this week. i understand how you were feeling. i just want to let you know that i would never everr use you like that. i would never use you in general because ive been used and its not a great feeling. just remember, through everything i will always be there for you. NO MATTER WHAT ! because you look better with a smile then a frown :)
iloveyou alot ♥♥
Alyssa Nicole Armogan,
well me and you got close in grade 7 summer going to grade 8. then we got really close in grade 8 but then things happened and we drifted. but through all the times we got into fights we had amazing times a long the way. but then we ended up not talking for a whole summer. then we both realized that we were behind the grade 8 shit that happened. and now look at us, we are bestfriends ! alyssssssa i love you very very much. i want you to know that you can always talk to me when you need me. because .. well i know this is going to suck but .. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE ! XD me and you we always have a good time together ;) mmm good times good times ♥
ILOVEMYALICEBEAR ! ♥♥
Veronica Vivian,
me and you we got reallly close in grade 9. and im thankful for that. because if we didnt become close. i wouldnt see what an amazing person you are. your beautiful inside and out and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. i'm happy you can come talk to me when you need me. because i like helping people especially my mains ! which includes youuu :3 LOL, im there for you through everything love alwaaaaaaaaaaaays remember that. because if you forget ill be very sad.
well anyways i loooooveyou v-dork ♥♥
Ronilea Burdeos,
CRAZZZZY ASIAN ! LOL i love you so much (: your so amazing, like i love how you make everything so happy roflrofl. you've made me a very happy person. btw lelelelelelelelelelelele ROOOOFL. we have so many memories in just a short period of time. like when we would sing songs walking home. cause were just that coool. this asian i love her so much she is one of my bestfriends and always will be (: like i said with sashas post feels like ive known you forever ! always remember, nicole is here till the end :] ♥
loveyoulotsssss ♥♥
Christianne Gregorio,
YOU ! ive known this girl since jk. thats fucken love right there ! we followed eachother from fct to gs to sta. NEXT IS YORK ! :D we have it all planned out cause were that cool ;) i love this girl so much shes one of the two people that know me inside and out. shes one of those people i can run too when i need help. shes always there for me. as i am for her. without her im lost. she completes me. because without her id be dead right now. through everything ive been through she has been there to pick me up when i fall. through all the mistakes ive made she has looked passed it and seen that i would never do the same thing again. she is just so amazing in many ways. and chrissy, dont let someone make you frown. because your beautiful with a smile. even with a frown your beautiful. but i hate it when you frown because nicole becomes sad D: just remember like ive said through all these little posts, i will always be here !
loveyoulotsss ♥♥
noooow the boys (:
Erick Cantos,
my girafffffe ! known this kid since september feeeels like forever (: i love him alot. one of the only guys i can trust with my life. hes always a fun person to be around. and he is such a cutie :) but he always denies it -.- i can talk to him about anything, and i know he wont think of me differently. he's my bestfriennd forever ! i'm always here for youuu (: ♥
looooveyoulots ♥♥
Dominik Magdziak,
kaiso this kid is friggggin amazing (: i love him so much. i always want to see him happy which i do so nicole is happy. he makes me feel better when im sad because he knows how to turn my frown upside down. my bestfriend has his heart right now. she better hold on to it tight. because if she doesnt ill punch her :) but i know she wont so it's all goooood LOL. well anyways like ive already said i love hiiim alot and always here to help you with whatever no matter what !
loveeeeeeeeyou ♥♥
Gavin Walker,
another amazing kid (: we are cool cause we have sentimental talks in math class, LOL . he is one of my bestfriends and makes me laugh all the time. with his dirty jokes roflroflrofl. he is an awesome person to have around. missed him like crazy when he was in trinidad but now he is back ! YAY ! im always here for you gavin when you need me always remember that (:
looooooveyouuu ♥♥
so this the end of my post to my mains.
ilovethem very much, i want to be very good friends to them
if im not im very very sorrry
cause i want to be the best i can be for them
always and forever (: ♥
loooooove all of you !
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lets start with the girls (: !
Sasha Michelle Ramlall,
i've only known you since september but honestly it feels like forever. you are amazing and i love you so much. i'm glad you came into my life because without you i would be so lost right now. like i've told you a billion times im thankful that you are my bestfriend. and even though i felt like you were mad at me this week. i understand how you were feeling. i just want to let you know that i would never everr use you like that. i would never use you in general because ive been used and its not a great feeling. just remember, through everything i will always be there for you. NO MATTER WHAT ! because you look better with a smile then a frown :)
iloveyou alot ♥♥
Alyssa Nicole Armogan,
well me and you got close in grade 7 summer going to grade 8. then we got really close in grade 8 but then things happened and we drifted. but through all the times we got into fights we had amazing times a long the way. but then we ended up not talking for a whole summer. then we both realized that we were behind the grade 8 shit that happened. and now look at us, we are bestfriends ! alyssssssa i love you very very much. i want you to know that you can always talk to me when you need me. because .. well i know this is going to suck but .. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE ! XD me and you we always have a good time together ;) mmm good times good times ♥
ILOVEMYALICEBEAR ! ♥♥
Veronica Vivian,
me and you we got reallly close in grade 9. and im thankful for that. because if we didnt become close. i wouldnt see what an amazing person you are. your beautiful inside and out and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. i'm happy you can come talk to me when you need me. because i like helping people especially my mains ! which includes youuu :3 LOL, im there for you through everything love alwaaaaaaaaaaaays remember that. because if you forget ill be very sad.
well anyways i loooooveyou v-dork ♥♥
Ronilea Burdeos,
CRAZZZZY ASIAN ! LOL i love you so much (: your so amazing, like i love how you make everything so happy roflrofl. you've made me a very happy person. btw lelelelelelelelelelelele ROOOOFL. we have so many memories in just a short period of time. like when we would sing songs walking home. cause were just that coool. this asian i love her so much she is one of my bestfriends and always will be (: like i said with sashas post feels like ive known you forever ! always remember, nicole is here till the end :] ♥
loveyoulotsssss ♥♥
Christianne Gregorio,
YOU ! ive known this girl since jk. thats fucken love right there ! we followed eachother from fct to gs to sta. NEXT IS YORK ! :D we have it all planned out cause were that cool ;) i love this girl so much shes one of the two people that know me inside and out. shes one of those people i can run too when i need help. shes always there for me. as i am for her. without her im lost. she completes me. because without her id be dead right now. through everything ive been through she has been there to pick me up when i fall. through all the mistakes ive made she has looked passed it and seen that i would never do the same thing again. she is just so amazing in many ways. and chrissy, dont let someone make you frown. because your beautiful with a smile. even with a frown your beautiful. but i hate it when you frown because nicole becomes sad D: just remember like ive said through all these little posts, i will always be here !
loveyoulotsss ♥♥
noooow the boys (:
Erick Cantos,
my girafffffe ! known this kid since september feeeels like forever (: i love him alot. one of the only guys i can trust with my life. hes always a fun person to be around. and he is such a cutie :) but he always denies it -.- i can talk to him about anything, and i know he wont think of me differently. he's my bestfriennd forever ! i'm always here for youuu (: ♥
looooveyoulots ♥♥
Dominik Magdziak,
kaiso this kid is friggggin amazing (: i love him so much. i always want to see him happy which i do so nicole is happy. he makes me feel better when im sad because he knows how to turn my frown upside down. my bestfriend has his heart right now. she better hold on to it tight. because if she doesnt ill punch her :) but i know she wont so it's all goooood LOL. well anyways like ive already said i love hiiim alot and always here to help you with whatever no matter what !
loveeeeeeeeyou ♥♥
Gavin Walker,
another amazing kid (: we are cool cause we have sentimental talks in math class, LOL . he is one of my bestfriends and makes me laugh all the time. with his dirty jokes roflroflrofl. he is an awesome person to have around. missed him like crazy when he was in trinidad but now he is back ! YAY ! im always here for you gavin when you need me always remember that (:
looooooveyouuu ♥♥
so this the end of my post to my mains.
ilovethem very much, i want to be very good friends to them
if im not im very very sorrry
cause i want to be the best i can be for them
always and forever (: ♥
loooooove all of you !
but i'm smiling at everything.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
4:35 PM
4:35 PM