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^ I felt really evil up there .. oh well :]

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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."


NICOOLEPALAZZOTTO;
young,stupid&restless
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MAYYY'95
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iLOVEmymains, which include;
a.armogan,r.burdeos,e.cantos,v.diep,c.gregorio,
s.ramlall,v.vivian♥
they make life so much better :]

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R.David♥
K.Calibuso♥
V.Diep♥
A.Gregorio♥
M.Johnson♥
S.Kaulitz♥
B.Kennedy♥
R.Manlansing♥
L.Mauro♥
C.Nanlal♥
S.Ramlall♥
V.Vivian♥

Last Minute Thinking..before I go to sleep.
Promises, maybe the one I made was suppose to be b...
L o v e, is just another word I never learned to p...
My emotions are confusing ..
Don't ever let anything bring you down.
Memories are nice but thats all they really are.
Just leave me your stardust to remember you by ..
I'm doing this for your happiness because you mean...
Thanks for the memories.
Ever feel like giving up ?

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July10'
01-Canadas Day, :)
04-Land with Jayde :)
05-Summer school begins -.-
05-Chillage with Sasha<3
07-Pizza with Jess :)
09-Happy Birthday Marko :)
09-Chillage with Amelia :)
10-OH HAPPY DAY :)
10-Chillage with Tara :)<3
11-Chillage with Erick & Kasandra :)
13-Chillage with Mina :) <3
15-Jess' science exam! Goodluck!<3
15-Chillage with Erick :)
16-Mid-term report card..
16-Sleepover with Sasha&Lisa <3 + Starbucks with Jess! :)
17-Sleepover with Sasha&Lisa <3
19-Nats Birthday Party :) <3
24-Land with Viv & Chris :):) & maybe Lyssa ? <3
29-Math Exam o__O HELLS YEAH PASSED THIS SHIT XD
30-Summer School Ends :):)
31-Carabana with Tara,Tiff,Jasmine and Mariam :):)
31-Vivians Birthday Dinner with Chris, Lyssa, Rach and Esther <3

August10'
02-Happy Birthday Viviannnnn! Love you bestfraaand ♥
02-Chillage with Viviannn + Chriss :):)
03-Sleepover with Lyssabear :3
04-Sleepover with Lyssabear :3
06-Happy Birthdaaay Jess! Loveee youuu ♥
06-Sleepover with Sushikins ♥
07-Sleepover with Sushikins ♥
07-Greeeeeek Festival with Sushikins ♥
07-Happy Birthdaaay Drew! Love you brooo ♥
09-Sqauree One with Taraaa :3
10-Drews Birthday Dinner with Mom, Jess and Titia ♥
11-Mcdonaldsss with Lyss, Johnny G and Nikko :)
12-Sasha Leaves ):
12-Chillage with Tara :)
13-Opening of Hottopic with Tara :):):)
15-Sasha comes back :):):)
17-Beach with the gang :)
17-Chillage with Sasha :)
18-Starbucks with Jess & Monica :):)
21-Chillage with Erick :):)
27-Happy Birthdaaay Daddy! Love youuu ♥

December 2009 | January 2010 | February 2010 | March 2010 | April 2010 | May 2010 | June 2010 | July 2010 | August 2010 |

Yeah you see the title of this post thats my life right now. I've gone through so much in like what two weeks ? Wow, you'd think i'd be like at the edge right now ? But I guess i'm not. God is testing me, seeing if I can handle all of this. I'm trying God, but it's hard. It's hard to deal with so much even when so many people are there for you. But I have to deal with this on my own. I have to be strong. I've tried to be strong. It's just not working for me. I'm trying .. i'm trying so hard.. but theres only so much I can take. My heart isn't some kind of toy. People need to know I have emotions too. I'm not this happy go lucky person. Truth me told, I could be the most depressing person you've ever met. If you know everything about me. Anyways, they say when you've been through the toughest of situations you become stronger but the situation isn't done. It won't be done for a long time. So i'm not this strong person that everyone says I am. I may show that I am.. but on the inside i'm dying. I die a little more inside each day that I live because i'm un-happy with everything. Yeah in time i'll be better, but for now i'm not. Y'know marchbreak was suppose to just let me forget about my problems. Guess thats not gonna help. I guess nothing will help. Am I suppose to stay like this ? Was I mean't to be sad forever ? Do all of you think I like being sad ? Does it help you get to sleep at night ? Does it make you feel better that all of you are happy while I sit here in my depression ? If it does, then i'm happy for you. I'm happy you can live your life with a smile on your face. You know when you see me with a smile, oh yeah just wanted to let you know it's completely fake. But you all wouldn't know that would you ? Cause all of you are happy and caught up in your happiness to see anyone else in grief. Only the people who I call friends can see my grief, all of you people can't see shit. All you see is my fake happiness. But have you ever tried looking beneath it ? Have you ever tried wondering is she really happy ? Or is she trying to make everyone believe she's happy ? All of these questions i've asked I want all of you to think about it. Think about all of them. Then talk to me when you can figure out that i'm un-happy. Yeah you can read my blog and figure it out, but you will never know the reason now will you ? Thats for you to figure out . I leave the rest up to all of you.
-nicooolee.

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