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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
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not for the worst, but for the better. <3
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Sunday, February 7, 2010
6:33 PM
6:33 PM
Right now I just can't believe in love. I ask myself always is love real ? does it exist ? Well in my world it doesn't. Love used to exist. Until you shattered it and made it un-real. I hate this kind of curse you have struck upon me. Why did I ever think I had a chance ? Yeah you still have the box and yeah you still have my gift from christmas. But sometimes it doesn't mean anything. At the time I thought things couldn't get better but then they didn't. I stay heartbroken to this day until someone is able to capture my heart like you did. I read everything today from the texts to the stuff from my box. I cried for a good hour. I remember when I used to cry myself to sleep everynight because i missed you so much even though you didn't go away. But now you have. And now I shall start the same process I had a couple of months ago. Crying, crying, crying and crying every night. Sometimes I think i'm an idiot because I know that crying isn't going to solve anything. But I feel as if crying is my only solution. But I know in my heart it's not. My mind takes over sometimes and it tells me things I shouldn't believe. Just the other day I had a dream about you. I dreamt of the times in September that me and you would take the bus together. But it wasn't the times on the bus I remembered. It was the time waiting for the bus that we shared. I remember sitting under what we use to call "our tree". When I go out to lunch sometimes I walk by that tree and think about everything. So as I was saying. I remember my head laying in your lap as you sat down cross legged and we would hold hands as you would lean down and kiss my cheek mulitiple times. As I did the same. I remember once me and you just lying down looking at eachother and two girls on the otherside of the street yelled "WOOHOO !". They thought we were kissing but we were just staring at eachother and talking. I remember me and you kissing for the first time. Yeah sure it was on a moving bus but thats something i'll never forget. It left me with butterflies in my stomach. I remember the second time me and you kissed. It was raining and you decided to go under a tree because there was this wood thing and you wanted to jump on it, I thought that was so cute. I had decided to join you then we looked at eachother and kissed and I had asked you if you made up your mind yet if you had liked me or not. And you had said yeah, I do. That made me the happiest girl ever. October 9th, 2009 is a day I will never forget. But these are just memories. I hope maybe one day you will see all the pain you put me through, all the heartache. If you were to ever read this. You would think i'm an obsessed fool. But truly i'm just a girl who has been heartbroken for months and really really likes you. But you will never know that unless you read my blogs. You would most def know its about you if you read this one and the one before. I can guarentee you will never feel the same for me again. I just know you wont. But sometimes it never hurts to wait .. but then again i've been waiting since october and it's february now. Thats been 4months. Wow I've waited 4 months for you. Maybe if I wait a little longer something good may happen in the process...
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