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not for the worst, but for the better. <3
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
4:50 PM
4:50 PM
So this post is gonna be filled with lots of thoughts, well here it goes .
Let's start with Marchbreak.
Man oh man, may I say my marchbreak has started off very amazing. We sure know how to have a goodtime. From dancing, to barely being able to walk. We did some pretty crazy shittt. But it made me happy because I didn't think about anything. I just had a goodtime. Then today we went walking around cause it was gorgeous outside :) Ilovemygirlies <33 We always know how to have a goodtime (; When you find girls like these then talk to me ! :] Mwaha i'm so nice.
Readingreadingreading.
Thats all I do, I read things I really shouldn't. I look at things, when I really shouldn't. They say that to make it all easier is if I delete you both. Facebook and msn. But it's hard, like i'm not mad at him. With her, I don't know. It's hard to explain how I feel. It's been really confusing with how I feel about her. I can say that i'm not okay with them together. If you read this, just thought I would let you know what i've been saying from the beginning. But oh well, you learn to deal with it..eventually. I cry way to much over all of this stupid shit. Like I just feel like I was never worth it. Ever get that feeling sometimes ? Well I always feel like that. I get this pit in my stomach every time I see stuff I don't wanna see. It's not like I want it there. It just happens. I've felt it ever since the last week of February. People tell me to forget them both, but it's difficult.
Trying.
I try and keep a friendship with you. I try to make plans. I try so fucken hard. You just really seem like you don't care anymore. I thought you said you always wanted me to be happy. Well you wanna know something ? I'm not. I haven't been happy for the longest time. When I told you how I felt it was very difficult. You think it was easy me writing down all my feelings and giving it to you? Well it wasn't. It was one of the hardest things i've ever done. I thought it wouldn't be awkward. That everything would be okay. Guess I was wrong. You don't seem to understand how hard I try to keep a friendship with you. The only reason I may not talk to you on msn is because the conversation always goes like this "hey", "hey", "wassup", "nothing too much hbu?", "nothing just listening to music", "cool", "yeuup". It's the same routine done everyday. Which is why I stopped talking to you on msn. What's the point in talking to you if thats all we will talk about. It's pointless. Wow guess I just figured out something. Why should I keep a friendship or hold on to it so tightly when you do nothing ? Guess it's pointless. But I don't want this friendship to be pointless. The reason i'm trying so hard is not because I like you alot it's because you mean a lot to me. You always know what to say when i'm feeling down. You always help with my problems. You were always there for me. And thats what a real friend does. You're one of my bestfriends. Even if you don't talk to me anymore, you will always be one of my bestfriends. I wonder if you read this, what you would say.. hmm.. these are the questions that haunt me..
-nicooolee
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Let's start with Marchbreak.
Man oh man, may I say my marchbreak has started off very amazing. We sure know how to have a goodtime. From dancing, to barely being able to walk. We did some pretty crazy shittt. But it made me happy because I didn't think about anything. I just had a goodtime. Then today we went walking around cause it was gorgeous outside :) Ilovemygirlies <33 We always know how to have a goodtime (; When you find girls like these then talk to me ! :] Mwaha i'm so nice.
Readingreadingreading.
Thats all I do, I read things I really shouldn't. I look at things, when I really shouldn't. They say that to make it all easier is if I delete you both. Facebook and msn. But it's hard, like i'm not mad at him. With her, I don't know. It's hard to explain how I feel. It's been really confusing with how I feel about her. I can say that i'm not okay with them together. If you read this, just thought I would let you know what i've been saying from the beginning. But oh well, you learn to deal with it..eventually. I cry way to much over all of this stupid shit. Like I just feel like I was never worth it. Ever get that feeling sometimes ? Well I always feel like that. I get this pit in my stomach every time I see stuff I don't wanna see. It's not like I want it there. It just happens. I've felt it ever since the last week of February. People tell me to forget them both, but it's difficult.
Trying.
I try and keep a friendship with you. I try to make plans. I try so fucken hard. You just really seem like you don't care anymore. I thought you said you always wanted me to be happy. Well you wanna know something ? I'm not. I haven't been happy for the longest time. When I told you how I felt it was very difficult. You think it was easy me writing down all my feelings and giving it to you? Well it wasn't. It was one of the hardest things i've ever done. I thought it wouldn't be awkward. That everything would be okay. Guess I was wrong. You don't seem to understand how hard I try to keep a friendship with you. The only reason I may not talk to you on msn is because the conversation always goes like this "hey", "hey", "wassup", "nothing too much hbu?", "nothing just listening to music", "cool", "yeuup". It's the same routine done everyday. Which is why I stopped talking to you on msn. What's the point in talking to you if thats all we will talk about. It's pointless. Wow guess I just figured out something. Why should I keep a friendship or hold on to it so tightly when you do nothing ? Guess it's pointless. But I don't want this friendship to be pointless. The reason i'm trying so hard is not because I like you alot it's because you mean a lot to me. You always know what to say when i'm feeling down. You always help with my problems. You were always there for me. And thats what a real friend does. You're one of my bestfriends. Even if you don't talk to me anymore, you will always be one of my bestfriends. I wonder if you read this, what you would say.. hmm.. these are the questions that haunt me..
-nicooolee