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Biography
HAITHUR :3
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

NICOOLEPALAZZOTTO;
young,
stupid&
restless
STA-
freshman
MAYYY'95
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LOVEmymains, which include;
a.armogan,
r.burdeos,
e.cantos,
v.diep,
c.gregorio,
s.ramlall,
v.vivian♥
they make life so much better :]
I entered highschool not knowing what to expect. I used to be so afraid and shy.
I used to be someone who always kept thinking what if.
I used to be a different girl when I looked in the mirror. But as I entered this weird,
new world my reflection started to change. I became a whole new person. The girl I now
saw in the mirror was changed. I was so used to getting pushed around by people. Now if
you think that i'm a pushover, sorry to dissapoint but i'm not. I do what it was right
and not what is wrong. I've made so many wrongs in the past. I'm not gonna live in a reflection
of someone I used to be. The reason being, this girl doesn't exist anymore. Highschool changed me
not for the worst, but for the better. <3
archives
walk down memory lane
Thinking back to it all..
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
8:59 PM
Woah. So many memories just went right through my mind. Some good, some bad. I've realized that i've learned so much this year. It's funny cause you would think that you wouldn't be able to learn as much as I have in the past months, but you have no idea. I'm done with reminicing. It only brings greif. I'm done with thinking about the future because it makes me worried. I want to live in the moment. Live for right now. Why would you want to waste you life away thinking about your future or past ? You would miss out on so many great oppertunities. I've learned about 2 things these past months.
F r i e n d s h i p and L o v e
Friendship was probably the biggest. I've learned so much about the friendships i've made this year. I've learned that the people who you become closest with become your family. When one part of the family is sad, so are the others. When they are mad, so are the others. Every emotion you feel they feel it as well. Not as much as you but it hurts them even more to see you in pain or misery. In a friendship you go through many obsticles. In order to overcome these obsticles you have to show how much this friendship means to you. You have to put your all into all that you do to fight for this person. If they mean so much to you, you will do anything to show how much you love and care for them.
Love. I don't know what to say about this word. Confusing, would probably be one of them. Stressful. Hm..maybe another. It's funny, they say when you're a teen you don't know what love is. But isn't that when most people find someone they will eventually marry ? Haven't you heard of highschool sweethearts. Love is an everlasting emotion and does not pass. When you love someone don't say it to sweet talk them. Say it because you mean it. I've been sweet talked before. But sometimes i'm not too sure if it was the truth or a lie. But oh well. I've told myself that it's only the beginning of highschool and I will find someone. I just have to let myself do it. Right now i'm not letting myself find someone. Maybe it's because i'm not ready. Maybe i'm not ready for a relationship. I see everyone with their boyfriends and girlfriends. And I wonder to myself will I ever find someone like they have found ? It's hard to answer this question cause I honestly don't know. Love is the most confusing word in the dictionary. But i've come to realize that you have to find someone in order to give love a definition. When I find that person I will let you know the definiton. But for right now. Don't ask what love is.
-nicoooolee
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