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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure.
I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst,
then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

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I entered highschool not knowing what to expect. I used to be so afraid and shy.
I used to be someone who always kept thinking what if.
I used to be a different girl when I looked in the mirror. But as I entered this weird,
new world my reflection started to change. I became a whole new person. The girl I now
saw in the mirror was changed. I was so used to getting pushed around by people. Now if
you think that i'm a pushover, sorry to dissapoint but i'm not. I do what it was right
and not what is wrong. I've made so many wrongs in the past. I'm not gonna live in a reflection
of someone I used to be. The reason being, this girl doesn't exist anymore. Highschool changed me
not for the worst, but for the better. <3
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Happy Fathers Day..
Sunday, June 20, 2010
10:30 AM
Dear Dad, I miss you. Ever since you left. Its been hard. The first two weeks were really hard, its still hard. But I don't show it as much. I don't want to cry. I don't want you to be gone. But those are two things I can't control. You're gone. I can't do anything. Yeah Veronica, you have it harder then me. I'm not gonna lie about it. But I can't see my dad whenever I want. One, My mom won't let me. Two, its not easy. I can't go see him whenever I want. I wish I could, but I cant. My mom won't let me because she doesn't trust him. Then theres also that my brother doesn't want to see him. Yeah he may be hurting that his Dad is gone. But he doesn't want to see him. I've never really cared about fathers day before. This is probably the first time I've cared ever since I was little like really little. I can't call my dad whenever I want either. One, because i'm scared. Two, I don't want to speak to my nonna and nonno. My dad has called me three times since he left. That was almost a month ago. Its so difficult every time I hear his voice I just want to cry. But I can't cry forever. I have to cope with this. This is one of God's many challenges for me to face. And I want to show God that I can handle anything he throws at me. With everything you've ever done to me, with everytime you treated me like I was nothing, with everytime you were never there when I needed you most, with everytime I could never run to you, with everytime I cried about you, with everytime you were never a father to me, just remember i've always loved you.
So happy fathers day daddy. Be happy.
Love always, Nicole (L).
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